Nothing before Time.. Nothing more than destiny!!!

One of my favorite quotes was …when you REALLY desire to achieve something the whole world CONSPIRES to make you get it !!!! well do I agree on it I used to !!!.. not because shahrukh khan also said it but because the world has being kind enough to conspire and bestow all the things I so badly craved for at different stages of my short life so far … from the times when I was lying in a military hospital in NDA with a broken thigh bone and had no hopes to pass out of the grueling regime of the academy to making me meet the love of my life..FLYING!!! The only thing that kept the fire alive was HOPE!!! Hope that I will survive these never ending days , hope that these ever discouraging counterparts or ‘seniors’ will change the way they look at me , hope that I will wear wings on my chest. But the world didn’t at seem to conspire for me to achieve these goals. A military hospital is one place where one thing is found in abundance..DESPAIR!!!!. Your counterparts think you are shaming it out with it being a part of a big conspiracy hatched by you to isolate from the training and take a break !!!! and time and again you are blamed, abused and made to realize your worthlessness in the whole setup .There is absolutely nothing but a sense of failure you smell in the air. I guess the only thing that works out is one s self determination and may be his own passion to survive out of this situation. And then I hear my mothers voice one day reacting calmly to my dejected tone of losing all hope to touch the sky… Nothing before Time and Nothing more than Destiny!!! The things you missing out lying on this bed were never meant to be yours son!! And remember one thing that which is yours you will get it no matter what, and you are born to fly .. and you will fly !!! Just give it time and you will see that everything will automatically align to fall in your lap.  And just as I thought of mom s words daily and started working upon the power of positivity through all my cells, in time along with my thigh bone, all things slowly and steadily aligned themselves and I grew strong in the heart and the soul . I knew what I exactly wanted, I no longer wanted to do anything for someone else’s honor , it was all for me , my life, my goals, my destiny!!!! . The person getting discharged from the hospital was no longer the same guy who had been admitted. He wasn’t the guy who was going to be bullied in by a bunch of jarheads, he wasn’t the one who would let someone else decide his limits and he wasn’t the one who was going to put anyone else’s except himself first and foremost. Yes it took time but I realized wearing the wings on my chest that what is meant to be yours will be yours , you just need to believe in it and only YOU can make it happen no one else. The world will be the same with or without you its how you see it. So if you believe in achieving something you think will make you a happier person, keep nurturing in it , because if it meant to be yours it will be one day !!! Just keep the faith!!!